I'm having a panic attack rn and am unable to function properly so I decided to give myself some time in darkness and in silence.
It really sucks when you see that people are stressing over their excessive long (51 pages) of thesis and here you are on page 0. What on earth.
Times like these are the only time I think I can't handle life myself. But then again I wouldn't share such troubles with anybody because it doesn't help the situation at all.
Whenever I'm in trouble I'll start to lock myself up. Letting the cat out will only bring me more trouble because everyone'll start worrying and out of genuine concern, add on to my stress by asking how things are going on bla bla bla bla bla. And I 'll prolly continue to lie and say that things are okay. But you know they are not and lying that it's all okay only make yourself feel worse. So might as well shut up?
I have to stop bad things from happening.
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